“It’s a parent’s worst nightmare” – mothers share experiences on serious child illness to highlight new report

Rubie Fisher, who sadly died from meningitis at six weeks old

Two mothers whose children were seriously ill in hospital welcomed a new academic report designed to stop their experience from happening to others.

Kerry Fisher, whose daughter, Rubie, died from meningitis at 6 weeks old, and Rose Edmonson, whose son Charlie, now 9, contracted sepsis aged 4, helped to inform the Before Arrival at Hospital (BeArH) report.

The hope is that the study, funded by the National Institute for Health Research (NIHR), will provide a foundation to combat the problems identified, and enable parents to seek more consistent, positive help.

Providing personal accounts and vital evidence that fed into the report, Kerry and Rose share their stories below.

Kerry, from Staffordshire, talks about her last hours with Rubie – from refusing her feed at 10.30pm, to passing away less than 12 hours later.

“It happened in May 2015, and it’s a parent’s worst nightmare. Rubie wasn’t taking on as much milk as she had been previously and seemed a little under the weather. Assuming it was a cold, I gave it a couple of days and took her to the GP in her pram. It was quite an informal consultation as I knew him well – I think he trusted my assumption, and I trusted his view. He didn’t take her out of the pram and examine her, but suggested we kept her upright in the car seat to help with her breathing.

Rubie Fisher

Rubie Fisher

“I gave her lots of cuddles and TLC, then at 10.30pm that night, I put her to bed in the car seat, planning to keep an eye on her. I knew something was wrong when she hadn’t woken for her bottle by 4am and she was almost grunting with her breathing. I called 999, the first responder gave her some oxygen, then at 5am we were at A&E.

“I was just outside the room where Rubie was being treated and, as they’d offered us a family room on another ward to stay in, I remember thinking ‘she must be ok as they’re giving us somewhere to stay’.

"There was talk of low blood sugar and potentially diabetes, and the only person who stayed in the room consistently was the nurse. She then called the rest of the team back in as Rubie had a fit and needed CPR, then she had another fit. 
"At 9am we’d lost her. I can’t believe how quickly it all happened.

Kerry Fisher

Kerry Fisher

“The consultant stayed with us and told us it was Meningitis, and six weeks later, we found out that it was bacterial Meningitis caused by late onset group B strep. I remember the consultant telling us that, as very young children can’t talk, trying to identify a problem is like having knots in a long piece of string and having to untie each one individually to rule it out.

“Sharing our story and informing the BeArH report is not about blaming anyone. I know how hard health professionals train, and I feel that I myself did everything I could to help my little girl. It’s about sharing the situation to stop it happening to anyone else, and, for us, keeping Rubie’s memory alive in the process.”


Rose, from North Manchester, explains how her son Charlie, now 9, was put into an induced coma following a diagnosis of sepsis in December 2015.

But had it not been for her monitoring him, she might not have intervened in time. 

“Charlie had been at the childminder during the day and came home a little quieter and more tired than normal. The following morning, he had a temperature, his skin was mottled and he looked really ill. He hadn’t really had a sickness bug before, so I assumed it was just how he presented. He perked up after some medicine and food, and I phoned the GP but no one was available to talk straight away.


Charlie and Rose

Charlie and Rose

“As much as I thought sleep would help him, I was watching TV so decided to keep Charlie up with me and monitor how he was doing. I then noticed a bruise like mark on his neck, but I was on my own with him, so had no one to check or discuss my fear that it might be Meningitis. I was starting to put clues together though and did an online search for reassurance – then when Charlie collapsed on the toilet later that day, I phoned the ambulance. The first responder gave him a shot of antibiotics, and upon arrival in hospital he was put into an induced coma for 8 days. They discharged him on Christmas Day, although he couldn’t walk or feed himself, and he then went back in to hospital for a few days over New Year.

“The first hospital visit was confirmed sepsis, brought on by Meningitis B. Sepsis is so difficult to diagnose in kids but I’d always say to someone, you know your child – keep monitoring them and if there’s something that isn’t characteristic, get help as soon as you can. 

"You’re not a hypochondriac, you’re looking after your child’s best interests. Ordinarily, I would have put Charlie to bed without seeing him get worse – and if I’d done that, I don’t honestly know if he’d still be here.”

Professor Sarah Neill led the report, saying:

Heartbreaking accounts have shown that events can lead to a ‘perfect storm’ with tragic outcomes, ironically in a system designed to stop this. We hope that the BeArH findings and follow-up investigations will help to reduce child deaths.

Find out more about the Before Arrival at Hospital (BeArH) report